While reading the Harry Potter books, I was fascinated by the idea of an enchanted mirror* that would allow the bearer to see his heart's desire reflected back at him.
Would the reflection always be the same, or would it change every day? Would I be surprised? Perhaps, like Ron Weasley, I'd simply be more popular. I've always had this fear that I am overly annoying, a bit odd, and say all the wrong things. Or simply seem stupid. But then again, that is IF people really give me a second thought while they're brooding over all their own conversations.
Those little pills I take do make it easier to sail through the day without feeling too much angst about all the little signals I'm misinterpreting, anyhow. It allows me to get on with it while others misinterpret my behavior.
*mirror of erised